I found a note I wrote to myself in my business plan in May 2019, it read:
I want to make my recovery my purpose and my life's work. To learn and grow, to be kind, vulnerable, and intentional, and I want to be of service to others
I want to complete my life's work by being near the ocean to read, to write, to converse, journal, reflect, co-create, laugh with friends, coach, podcast, and be coached in a warmer climate.
Presenting fireside chats, keynote, 1-to-1 private coaching, small group coaching, create and be on others Podcasts, speak at Corporations, and be a NY Times Best selling author; having revenue coming in as a result of the book Generate multiple revenues streams.
I want all this without compromising my recovery, my time with my family friends and my time alone Staying positive. Feeling my feelings and having happy thoughts, dreams and realities.
I dream a dream I'd wish you'd fulfill - one where I believe and see what others see in me. Beauty when I'm relaxed, confidence when I lack trust, trust when I doubt, and wisdom when I Doubt.
I believe in you. I believe that when I dream that all things are possible that you will ensure all that is within the highest good will appear
I ask to see my lack as abundance
My doubt as clarity
My distrust as trust
My dis-ease with ease
I want a home to call my own when I live in a home I can call home
I want a fulfilling job when I have a job that can be fulfilling when I act as if
I want $ to come into my bank account when I have$ in my bank account
I want a love that's safe and secure when I have a love that's safe and secure
Incredible to think this was less than a year ago. There have been so many times that I have doubted that I've made progress. I write often what I want for myself and here's proof that it is already coming true.
Mind is blown!